I love you but it’s not so easy
To make you here with me
17 October, is my first time saw your face.. when you
was performing.
I feel like, my eyes just stop on you and
waiting for your next performance and finally you will perform again!
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
Day by day at campus. I saw you again and again.. but still, I couldn't speak,
I couldn't smile.
I scared.. I know
you are really high to touch.. I know I will not be yours..
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
But I still have a time to break a silence
30 November 2012.. I was
waiting for my friend at Dictator Stage, she is my violin coach (I love you,
Isia!). I was sitting alone, and suddenly you came to me, talked and asked my
phone number. And I just gave my phone number without worried about anything. I
believe on you.. you are different.. you are not like others guy. I fell deeply.
My heart said “I CAN’T BREATH!! I CAN’T BREATH!!”
I used to hide and watch you from a distance
And i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer
At least to say “hello”
And i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer
At least to say “hello”
And yeah.. everytime I looked at your face.. I feel
I couldn't let it go.. I always enjoyed every second of it. And
again, I fell so deep!
You saw me when I was looking at you.. and made me COULDN'T
BREATH!!
I slap my face.. I’m dreaming too high..
But I’m still hoping one day.. I can be with
someone that I always looked at from far away.
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
I’m waiting and hoping… one day you will be
my “more-than-friend”
When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
That you want him to be with you
9th of
December..
I told you everything from inside my heart.
I can’t forget that night.. how can I forget
the first time I’m
telling someone about that?!!
all i know is, guy must say it first.. not a
girl!
but yeah, too tired to be hurt
When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will lose your chance to make your dream come true
Or you will lose your chance to make your dream come true
It was too fast for you
but enough for me to wait that long and enough for me to feel that hurt.
Hurt because missing someone that never think
about me.. even once..
Because you didn’t know there was one crazy
girl that always dreaming about you everytime before going to sleep.
I never thought that i’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
yeah, it was my first time
i thought i will be die because my heart stop
beating
i thought.... it will be so embarrassed.....
and yeah it was so embarrassed!!
but i was brave enough to did it. i'm proud to be me!
but finally I know what’s inside your heart..
I believe, my dream will come true!
Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want
Cause love
will find the way
I will keep waiting.. until my heart feel
tired.. and will end it when this feeling not in here anymore, in deep
inside my heart.
and yeah... too happy until I was almost kicking my
roommate because I did it nicely! FINALLY!
Dream
must be wonderful.. and it needs enough tears..
Love must be beautiful.. and it
needs enough time..
If
you ask me why can I like you that much, I will never can answer it!
I
don’t have any reasons.. and I don’t have enough words to describe how this
feeling became so deep.
Until
now… I like you.. without any reasons. This feeling came to me suddenly just
like that.
And
also until now I don’t know.. this is what they called LIKE , LOVE or whatever
it is..
I
just… feel it… without knowing what it is. Without any reasons.