Sunday 9 December 2012

that is their song lyrics but this is my love story!!



I love you but it’s not so easy 
To make you here with me
17 October, is my first time saw your face.. when you was performing.
I feel like, my eyes just stop on you and waiting for your next performance and finally you will perform again!

I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
Day by day at campus. I saw you again and again.. but still, I couldn't speak, I couldn't smile.
I scared.. I know you are really high to touch.. I know I will not be yours..

And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
30 November 2012.. I was waiting for my friend at Dictator Stage, she is my violin coach (I love you, Isia!). I was sitting alone, and suddenly you came to me, talked and asked my phone number. And I just gave my phone number without worried about anything. I believe on you.. you are different.. you are not like others guy. I fell deeply.
My heart said “I CAN’T BREATH!! I CAN’T BREATH!!”

I used to hide and watch you from a distance
And i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer
At least to say “hello”
And yeah.. everytime I looked at your face.. I feel I couldn't let it go.. I always enjoyed every second of it. And again, I fell so deep!
You saw me when I was looking at you.. and made me COULDN'T BREATH!!
I slap my face.. I’m dreaming too high..
But I’m still hoping one day.. I can be with someone that I always looked at from far away.

And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
I’m waiting and hoping… one day you will be my “more-than-friend”

When you love someone just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
9th of December..
I told you everything from inside my heart.
I can’t forget that night.. how can I forget the first time I’m telling someone about that?!!
all i know is, guy must say it first.. not a girl!
but yeah, too tired to be hurt

When you hold your love don’t ever let him go
Or you will lose your chance to make your dream come true
It was too fast for you but enough for me to wait that long and enough for me to feel that hurt.
Hurt because missing someone that never think about me.. even once..
Because you didn’t know there was one crazy girl that always dreaming about you everytime before going to sleep.

I never thought that i’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
yeah, it was my first time
i thought i will be die because my heart stop beating
i thought.... it will be so embarrassed..... and yeah it was so embarrassed!!
but i was brave enough to did it. i'm proud to be me!
but finally I know what’s inside your heart..

I believe, my dream will come true!

Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way


I will keep waiting.. until my heart feel tired.. and will end it when this feeling not in here anymore, in deep inside my heart.

and yeah... too happy until I was almost kicking my roommate because I did it nicely! FINALLY!

Dream must be wonderful.. and it needs enough tears..

Love must be beautiful.. and it needs enough time..



















If you ask me why can I like you that much, I will never can answer it!
I don’t have any reasons.. and I don’t have enough words to describe how this feeling became so deep.
Until now… I like you.. without any reasons. This feeling came to me suddenly just like that.
And also until now I don’t know.. this is what they called LIKE , LOVE or whatever it is..
I just… feel it… without knowing what it is. Without any reasons.