Hi blog! Yeah, I was saying Hi to Blog because I know that there's no one going to read my blog. Haha.
Ok, I'm gonna tell you the story of mine. The story that I actually too lazy to tell.
Hmm my life is really really really found its home.
I've found the one who I really called as a home of my heart. His name is Ali. My heart finally found its home for staying a while or maybe for a long time or maybe forever. Amin.
Blog, you really know that since I'm studying in Malaysia I've never found my really own home for my heart. My heart always going to the wrong home and sometimes going to others people home. But now, everything become better. Alhamdulillah.
The very first month of me and Ali become together was so difficult. We fought 15 times a day or more. The different age that very far (yeah, 6 years between us is very far for me) and also because of me that not really good at communicate make our first month as hot as hell.
Day by day we keep learning about each others, what I actually really want, what he actually really wants and what we suppose to do to make up our relationship. We learnt a lot from each others. And now those argument not as much as the first month.
Time by time he always making me proud of being his girlfriend. He trust me. He believe that my past is always at my back, my past will never following me to reach my future.
I really don't want this post will have the same story like the old posts of my blog. Those posts ended being hidden because the one who became the first actor on my post being an as**ole.
If you got what I meant you will understand how bad was my life.
Ali makes me believe that I have the better future, he can bring me to the better "me" in the end. I trust him to hold my hand and walking together with me leaving my past.
I love him. I don't wanna lose him.
Yeah he is the official one.
If maybe there was some people who read my previous blog maybe they will think "oh.. Salika has the new boyfriend.. Just wait for some weeks.. She will has the other new one"
Ok, I'm not trying to prove that I am the very good girl now, I'm just telling you that Ali is different. He is the different one. Don't ever count him as the same people that I had before.
He leads me to be the better person. I trust him.
Hmm talking about him and my past in the same time always make me very emotional. Huh!
Ok, the other thing that already have found its home is............. My self, my bed, my cupboard, my sheep, my pink dolphin and Alika! Haha.. Yeah, as what I've told in the previous post I already moved to the new house and made the new contract for 1 year. I don't need to move around anymore! Alhamdulillah..
Hmm did I tell you who is Alika?
Alika is the naughty stupid cat from Ali.
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| This picture was taken when i was sick and she kept staring at me the whole time |
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| She was trying to sucide... oh ya, at that time we didn't know that she was actually a female -_- |
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| Look at her naughty face! (psstt.. her name given by my lovely Angela, no wonder she is so naughty :p) |
The first time when Ali sent Alika to my home I was so surprised. Ok, maybe Ali didn't know that my bad habit is saying "huuuu so nice.. I think I wanna buy that.." "I think I wanna buy this!" "hooooo I really wanna have this and that".
But actually when I'm saying it I don't really mean that or maybe I will take sometime to think before I buy the things that I want.
But Ali, my Angel, always trying to make all my will become real. He always make my happiness become the number one after his family. Sometimes he really makes me realize that I have to fix my self, a lot of things in me that I have to change.
And.... He never be the distraction for my study. I'm proud of him. Or maybe i have to say that I'm proud of me! Haha..
I love you, Ali.
Thanks for you for always finding the way for me to be happy.
Thank god, alhamdulillah ya Allah, always loving me and giving me the people that always care about my happiness.
Blessed Girl,
Salika Azzahra
