Enchanted

Every people have their own favorite movie. Some of them love to watch action or drama. But for me, since few years ago until now, my very favorite movie is Enchanted. Ya, Enchanted! Yes, I know I am going to 20 years old this December, but Enchanted is still my favorite movie.

For some of you who don't know how Enchanted makes me crazy of it, first you have to watch that movie or this is more info about Enchanted.

I love Giselle! Before the evil queen sent her to the real life (New York) she was living in Andalasia. Andalasia is a place where always full of smile, and everything is always has the happy ending. When she came to the real world, she kept thinking positively, just the same when she was in Andalasia.

How the way she always feel "wah!" and "wow!" with the big smile only for the small thing. Her mind is always full of love, she is very sensitive about what happen around her. She is so innocent!

And yes, the end of the story is a Happy Ending. She keep thinking that everything will ends just like in Andalasia and the people will live happily ever after.

i love Giselle! :')

I really love Giselle. Yeah maybe that is only a movie but that influenced me a lot! Make me believe that actually all the things always ends with happy smile, it's just about how the way we take it. Imagine how if Giselle feel stressed and depressed when the time she trapped in the real life? but she is not! She keep be positive.

Ok, maybe my life and how the way I'm thinking about something is not really the same like how the way Giselle thinks, but please people, happy ending is REAL.

And other people say that I am just a kid that trapped in my dream. I am just a kid that have never been in a big problem. Yes, I am still a kid that is why I've never had a big problem. I'm trapped in my world. My own world.

I will give you one example.

I have a friend, she has Vitiligo on her skin since she was kid. But she just take it with the smile, she said "yes I will live with Vitiligo for the whole my life. I am HAPPY got this Vitiligo so that I will never show part of my body to people easily, my body is not cheap!"

See, how the way she thinks about a disease. She still be happy and still thinks positively. A lot of people got a big problem but they just take it as a gift from god.

That's what I meant by saying happy ending is real. That is just how the way we change the storm become rainbow :)

I am just grew up. I was growing in the condition that all the happiness is always around me. But no, don't ever think that I grew up only with smile. My parents had a lot of problem, financial, about their marriage and the relationship between me and my father also not really went well, we just be "friend" when I am here, in Malaysia.

My mom is my Queen in my world. She always brought me to my world where there's no tears and anger inside there. My mom is always keep telling me that life will be easier if we have love inside our life, keep the love so that your life will be full of your smile, because love is always bring the happiness in the end. And Giselle supports my mom's words :)

In this age, I am thinking that I am just like Giselle. Come to the other world where smile is not always there for me. All the fake-ness, those double faces, those lies, those anger are new things for me.

I don't know what I should do.

I am confused.

I am in the condition where I really have no idea whether following how the way they are with those lies or just be like me.

I just don't know how to socialize with others.

yes, I am trapped!

I don't even know what was I talking about. That's the function of having a blog, just write what's inside my mind, put it, publish it, no one read it, and someday I will open again and I will see how far I already grow up :)

 a-just-born-girl

Salika Azzahra